UPDATE LAST NIGHT

 WELL IT'S BEEN TWO WEEKS AND 4 DAYS SINCE ZOEY WENT OVER THE RAINBOW BRIDGE.

LAST NIGHT WHEN I GOT HOME I GOT THE MAIL AND THERE WAS A BILL FOR IN THE MAIL FOR THE BILL OF THE SERVICES FOR THE VET.  I INSTANTLY GOT MAD AND UPSET BECAUSE I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND HOW RUDE THEY WERE TO SEND US A BILL WHEN IT'S BEEN ONLY TWO WEEKS NOT EVEN A MONTH.  MY HUSBAND THOUGHT OTHERWISE AND STATED THAT THEY HAVE A RIGHT TO HAVE SERVICES PAID AT THE TIME OF THE INCIDENT.  RIGHT , AND I UNDERSTAND THAT, BUT WE DON'T HAVE SAVINGS AND AREN'T ABLE TO AS HE ISN'T ABLE TO WORK A JOB AND HASN'T FOR YEARS BECAUSE OF HIS PAIN LEVEL. IT'S OK. I WANTED HIM TO STAY HOME WITH OUR BABIES YEARS AGO. AND I TOLD HIM THAT.  AND HE HAS.  HE SCRAPS METAL AT HOME AND MAKES MONEY ON THE SIDE WHEN HE CAN.  DOING JOBS FOR PEOPLE AND HELPING PEOPLE OUT.  

ANYWAY WE GOT INTO AN ARGUMENT AND WE WERE BOTH MAD AND UPSET.  AND IT TOOK ME TALKING TO MY FRIEND TO SEE THAT IT WAS A COMPUTER GENERATED BILL, FOR THE END OF THE MONTH WHICH THEY SEND OUT TO EVERYONE THAT OWES THEM. NO HARM INTENDED.  I APOLOGIZED TO MY HUSBAND AND HE DID ALSO.  WE MISS HER TERRIBLY AND WERE TAKING IT DAY BY DAY.  SHE WAS SUCH A BIG PART OF OUR LIVES, AND THEY ALL ARE. THEY ARE OUR CHILDREN.  WE CARE FOR THEM DEEPLY AND WOULD FEED THEM FIRST IF WE HAD TO IN CIRCUMSTANCES.  JUST LIKE CHILDREN , THEY DON'T HAVE A VOICE.  

SO WHAT I'M TRYING TO GET AT IS, THERE IS ALWAYS ANOTHER SIDE TO THE PROBLEM, YOU JUST HAVE TO LOOK AT IT FROM DIFFERNT ANGLES AND SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO BE WILLING TO ASK FOR HELP TO SEE IT.

  LIKE GOD HAS CHOOSEN TO SHIELD PEOPLES SIGHT FROM SEEING HIM AND WHAT HE IS.  JUST LIKE THE QUOTE IN THE PICTURE., IT'S NOT THE WHOLE QUOTE AND THERE'S MORE TO IT THAN JUST THAT.. 

The Light of the Gospel

2Co 4:1  Therefore seeing we have this ministry, as we have received mercy, we faint not; 

2Co 4:2  But have renounced the hidden things of dishonesty, not walking in craftiness, nor handling the word of God deceitfully; but by manifestation of the truth commending ourselves to every man's conscience in the sight of God. 

2Co 4:3  But if our gospel be hid, it is hid to them that are lost: 

2Co 4:4  In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them. 

2Co 4:5  For we preach not ourselves, but Christ Jesus the Lord; and ourselves your servants for Jesus' sake. 

2Co 4:6  For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.

THIS IS FROM THE NEW TESTAMENT AND IN THE OLD TESTAMENT GOD STATES. NOT TO ADD OR TAKE AWAY FROM HIS WORD.  MEANING DONT' CHANGE IT OR USE IT TO DECIEVE PEOPLE .   

Deu 4:2  Ye shall not add unto the word which I command you, neither shall ye diminish ought from it, that ye may keep the commandments of the LORD your God which I command you. 

THERES SO MUCH AND SO MANY WAYS TO LOOK AT IT.  YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON UNTIL YOUR TOLD OR SHOWN.  WE CAN'T BE GETTING ANGRY AND THROWING TANTRUMS BECAUSE OF OTHER PEOPLES ACTIONS.  WE HAVE TO STOP WITH THE FEELINGS ASPECT AND GET BACK TO LOOKING AT THE FACTS OF WHATS GOING ON TO ANALYZE IT AND SEE. PEOPLE DON'T WANT TO THINK ANYMORE, THEY AREN'T TAUGHT TO.  THEY ARE BEING TAUGHT BY TV, SOCIAL MEDIA, GAMES, AND SUCH TO JUST REACT.  WE HAVE TO GET BACK TO THE WORD OF GOD AND HIS TEACHINGS AS THEY ARE JUST AND LOVING TO ALL OF US.  I PRAY THIS HELPS SOMEONE SEE THE LIGHT OF GOD AND JESUS.