NEW YEARS EVE

 WELL IT'S NOW NEW YEARS EVE AND I HAVEN'T POSTED FOR AWHILE.  I'VE CHANGED JOBS AND NOW BACK AT WALMART WHERE I USED TO WORK BACK IN 2008.  I HAD BEEN WITH WALMART STARTING IN 1995 , TWO YEARS BEFORE MY MOM DIED. AND IN MASSACHUSETTS.  WHERE I WAS LED FROM THERE FROM GOD TO MOVE TO FLORIDA TO MEET MY HUSBAND AND BEST FRIEND.  

I BELIEVE WERE GOING THROUGH THE TRIBULATION RIGHT NOW AND BEING BROUGHT TO OUR KNEES TO BELIEVE IN GOD AND WORSHIP HIM.  WITH ALL THE DEATHS FROM THE VACCINE AND THE ONES THAT DIED FROM COVID.  MY WHOLE FAMILY AND FRIEND FROM MASS, TOOK THE VACCINES AND THEY DON'T BELIEVE LIKE I DO ABOUT GOD.  MY FRIEND THINKS ITS A MADE UP STORY AND NOW SHE'S DYING FROM THE VACCINE BECAUSE HER HEART IS FAILING AND SHE CALLED AND TOLD ME ABOUT HER DOCTOR TELLING HER SHE'S NOT DOING WELL. THAT WAS TWO DAYS AGO.  I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO WORK, BUT I CALLED OUT AND SHE CALLED ME LATER THAT DAY TO TELL ME THAT SHE'S GETTING THINGS IN ORDER.  SHE ALSO DRINKS AND I TOLD HER TO STOP BUT I DON'T THINK SHE WILL.  

I HAVEN'T BEEN READING THE BIBLE OR STUDYING IT, LATELY.  RIGHT NOW I'M JUST RELYING ON GOD AND HIS GUIDANCE, I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING. BUT I SAW A VIDEO THE OTHER DAY ABOUT A 7 YR OLD THAT MEMORIZED HIS ABC'S THROUGH SCRIPTURE, I WOULD LOVE TO DO THE SAME.  I STRUGGLE EVERY DAY BECAUSE I GET FRUSTRATED THAT MY MEMORY ISN'T GOOD AND I HAVE TROUBLE WITH IT.  I SAY THE LORDS PRAYER SEVERAL TIMES A DAY AND AT NIGHT WHEN GOING TO BED.  PRAYING FOR THE LIVES OF THE WORLD THAT THEY FIND GOD AND LOVE HIM.  

SINCE IM NOW BACK AT WALMART THEY HAVE'T GIVEN ME FULL TIME YET SO I DON'T HAVE SATURDAYS OFF AND I HAVE TO WORK ALOT OF THEM. AND I'M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF I WANT TO GO FULL TIME AGAIN OR JUST DEAL WITH WHAT HOURS I HAVE. WHICH I'M MORE INCLINED TO DO AND WERE DOING WELL ON THEM.  WERE GETTING THE BILLS PAID AND CAUGHT UP.  SO IM GOING TO PROBABLY PUT IN FOR SATURDAYS OFF, I JUST HOPE THAT THEY DON'T LESSON MY HOURS MORE THAN THEY ALREADY ARE.  BUT HAVING FAITH IN GOD RELIEVES THAT WORRY AS HE WILL TAKE CARE OF US EITHER WAY.  YOU JUST HAVE TO HAVE FAITH.. 

GOD IS REAL AND ALIVE FOR ALL OF US TO LOVE AND BE LOVED BY HIM.  HE WANTS A RELATIONSHIP WITH EACH OF US.