WE HAVE BEEN LIED TO.. GOD IS REAL

 FOR GENERATIONS WE HAVE BEEN LIED TO AND CHEATED... WE HAVE BEEN MANIPULATED AND DECIEVED.. BY POLITICIANS AND PEOPLE IN GOVERNMENT AND POLITICS.  

I'VE BEEN PRAYING ALOT LATELY, FOR THIS NATION , FOR THE WORLD.  WE ALL NEED TO PRAY.  WE ALL NEED TO GET BACK TO GOD.. THE REAL GOD.. 

HOW ANYONE CAN QUESTION IF GOD IS REAL IS BEYOND ME>  I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT.  EVERSINCE I WAS A CHILD, I'VE ALWAYS FELT DIFFERNT, AND NOT OF THIS WORLD.  I'M NOT SAYING IM SPECIAL OR KNOW EVERYTHING.. BUT IT'S A SENSE THAT I CAN'T EXPLAIN.  MAYBE IT'S THE FETAL ALCOHOL SYNDROM, MAYBE IT'S GOD.  

AND THEN THERE'S THAT QUESITON WHY DOES GOD ALLOW THINGS TO HAPPEN.????? BECAUSE HE GAVE US FREE WILL ISN'T THE ONLY ANSWER.   BUT HE DID.  

I KNOW THAT IM LIVING PROOF THAT GOD IS REAL.  I KNOW THAT I'VE SEEN THINGS THAT EXPLAIN GOD IS REAL.. BUT THEN I LOOK AT PEOPLE AND SEE THAT THEY ARE SO LOST AND UNAWARE OF WHAT MARVELOUS GOD WE SERVE.  

ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE LAZY AND VERY SELFISH AND DON'T WANT TO SERVE GOD OR BELIEVE IN HIM BECAUSE THEN THEY HAVE TO SEE THEIR WRONG DOINGS AND GIVE UP ALOT TO PLEASE HIM.. I'VE GIVEN UP ALOT TO SERVE HIM AND STILL DOING IT.  

I COULD BE EATING PORK, HAM, BACON, SHELLFISH, LOBSTER, GETTING TATTOOS, DRINKING ALCOHOL, PARTYING, DOING DRUGS, BUT I DON'T BECAUSE ITS WRONG AND GOES AGAINST GODS COMMANDMENTS.  I SMOKE CIGARETTES, THAT'S MY ONLY VICE AND INDULGE IN SUGAR, COFFEE. THAT'S IT.  

I STOPPED EATING THE PORK AND THE SHELLFISH AS SOON AS I FOUND OUT IT WAS AGAINST GODS COMMANDMENTS.  

I GIVE UP COMFORT AND  A LIFE THAT I COULD HAVE IF I WANTED IT. BUT I DON'T .  I WAS PUT IN THIS POSITION FOR A REASON.  WHETHER IT'S FOR MY HUSBAND OR SOMETHING GREATER, IM NOT SURE.  IM STILL WAITING.

FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER, I'VE ALWAYS LOVED ANIMALS MORE THAN PEOPLE.  I CAN RELATE TO THEM AND HAVE A CONNECTION, BUT I'VE NEVER WANTED TO BE A PARENT.  I DON'T THINK GOD WANTED ME TO.  I STILL QUESTION IT TO TODAY, BUT I SEE  NOW THAT I WASN'T MEANT TO BE.