DAY 5.

 WELL IT'S BEEN 5 DAYS NOW AND I'M FINDING THAT THIS WEEK IS GOING BY SO SLOWLY.  I MISS HER SO TERRIBLY BUT I KNOW SHE'S IN A BETTER PLACE AND WITH OUR OTHER BABIES.  I TOLD MY HUSBAND LAST NIGHT THAT I BET MY MOM AND ALL OUR RELATIVES ARE ENJOYING ALL OF THEM AND LOVING THEM TO PIECES.  

I SO LOVE THIS PICTURE.. I WANT TO GET IT FRAMED.  IT SHOWS HOW SHE WAS AS A PUG AND WASNT' AFRAID TO STARE DOWN A GERMAN SHEPARD TO GET WHAT SHE WANTED. SHE TAUGHT US SO MUCH IN SO MANY WAYS.  WE'VE NEVER HAD A PUG THAT LIVED TO BE 16.  I THINK BOBO WAS 14.  AND PUNKY WAS 13. 

I'M TRYING TO GIVE MORE ATTENTION TO CHICHI AND FALCOR AND GIVING THEM LOVING AND SPENDING TIME WITH THEM.  

I HAVEN'T CRIED MUCH, BUT I HAVE A BIT.  I JUST FEEL THAT IT DOESN'T HELP AND I'M TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE AND KEEP GOING. THE HOUSE IS SO QUIET STILL.  AND I KNOW THAT TRISTAN IS DEALING WITH IT IN HIS OWN WAY. LAST NIGHT I PUT HER/ BOBO'S COAT AWAY IN THE DRAWER.  MAYBE WE CAN GIVE THE ONES WE HAVE TO SOMEONE WHO NEEDS THEM OR DOWN THE ROAD WE CAN GET ANOTHER PUG.  

BUT I FEEL THAT RIGHT NOW WE HAVE TO WORK ON THE HOUSE AND THE YARD.  WE WANT TO GET MORE CHICKENS.  THEY ARE ALOT OF FUN TO HAVE.  IF YOU DON'T LEAVE THE DOOR OPEN.  AND PUT THEM UP AT NIGHT.  ANOTHER STORY FOR ANOTHER TIME. 

SO I HAVE FRIDAY OFF AND I'M GOING TO WORK IN THE YARD SOME AND MAYBE GO TO A FRIENDS HOUSE.  NOT SURE YET.  GOD WILL LET ME KNOW.   SO I WILL END HERE AND THANK GOD FOR THE BEAUTIFUL GIFT HE GAVE US WITH ALL OF THEM IN HEAVEN. GOD BLESS.