PROPITATION

GOOD MORING.. GOD WOKE ME UP EARLY AND THE SUN IS SHING AND THE BIRDS ARE CHIRPING. GOD IS LOVE. 

I WAS AT WORK ON BREAK YESTERDAY AND STARTED READING 1JOHN AND IT'S A BOOK THAT EXPLAINS GODS LOVE. 

I CAME ACROSS A WORD AND LOOKED IT UP AND THE WORD IS PROPITATION WHICH MEANS "ATONEMENT"  WE ARE TO ATONE FOR OUR SINS.  AND THE ONLY WAY THAT WE CAN DO THIS IS THROUGH JESUS. TO BELIEVE AND LIVE LIKE HIM.  WE HAVE TO ATONE FOR OUR SINS, MAKE AMENDS REPARATIONS.  

Christ Our Advocate

1Jn 2:1  My little children, these things write I unto you, that ye sin not. And if any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous: 

1Jn 2:2  And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world. 

1Jn 2:3  And hereby we do know that we know him, if we keep his commandments. 

ἱλασμός

hilasmos

hil-as-mos'

atonement, that is, (concretely) an expiator: - propitiation.

Total KJV occurrences: 2

GOD RIGHT NOW IS CLEANSING THE WORLD AND MAKING PEOPLE SEEK AND FEAR HIM.  

WE HAVE TO STOP SINNING.  WE HAVE TO STOP JUDGING PEOPLE.   HAVE FAITH AND BELIEVE IN GOD.  FOLLOW THE 10 COMMANDMENTS AND REPENT.  

1Jn 5:21  Little children, keep yourselves from idols. Amen. 

Joh 3:16  For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 

Joh 3:17  For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. 

Joh 3:18  He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. 

NEW MOVIE OUT ABOUT GOD

 GOOD MORNING.. GOD WOKE ME UP AND IT'S A SUNNY DAY OUTSIDE. BIRDS ARE CHIRPING.  LASTNIGHT I HEARD ABOUT A NEW MOVIE COMING OUT WHILE BROWSING THE INTERNET.  NOT SURE WHERE I FOUND OUT ABOUT IT.  

IT'S CALLED " HIS ONLY SON" . IT'S ABOUT ABRAHAM AND HOW GOD ASKED HIM TO SACRIFICE HIS ONLY SON IN A FAR AWAY PLACE TO TEST HIM.  ABRAHAM AND HIS WIFE DIDN'T HAVE THEIR SON UNTIL LATE IN LIFE AND HE LOVED AND ADORED HIM.  ABRAHAM WAS 100 YRS OLD WHEN HE HAD HIM.  SO WHEN GOD ASKED HIM TO GO TO THIS PLACE TO SACRIFICE HIM, HE OBEYED BECAUSE HE FEARED AND LOVED GOD.  HE COULDN'T DISOBEY.  SO ABRAHAM TOOK HIS SON TO THIS PLACE AND WENT TO SACRIFICE HIM AND WHEN HE WAS JUST ABOUT TO DO IT, AN ANGEL OF THE LORD SPOKE TO HIM AND TOLD HIM NOT TO DO IT.  GENESIS 22. THE ANGEL GAVE HIM A RAM TO SACRIFICE IN THE THICKET INSTEAD.  AND BECAUSE ABRAHAM WAS WILLING TO DO THIS AND PROVED HIMSELF, GOD HAD ALL HIS PEOPLE PROSPER AND MULTIPLY.  

SO WE ARE TO LISTEN TO GOD AND OBEY HIS COMMANDS. BUT IN TODAYS WORLD WE'VE BEEN TAUGHT AND PROGRAMMED THAT GOD DOESN'T MATTER, SPORTS, NEWS, VIDEO GAMES, TEXTING, INTERNET ALL ARE THERE TO DISSUADE AND DISTRACT  YOU AWAY FROM GOD.  I MYSELF HAVE BEEN CAUGHT IN THIS LOOP ALSO, BUT BREAKING AWAY FROM IT.  IT'S A WHOLE NEW WORLD TO LIVE IN WHEN YOU LISTEN TO GOD AND HEAR HIS VOICE AND COMMANDS.  HE'S IN YOUR HEART AND IT TAKES TIME , ENERGY AND EFFORT TO CHANGE WHAT WE'VE BEEN PROGRAMMED TO DO FOR SO LONG. 

 READING A LITTLE BIT OF THE BIBLE EVERY DAY HELPS TREMONDOUSLY. IT HELPS YOU TO LEARN AND SEE HOW GOD IS AND WHAT HE WANTS FOR HIS PEOPLE.  AND JUST BECAUSE YOUR LEARNING AND DOING GODS WORK, DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU HAVE TO GIVE UP ALL THE MODERN AGE STUFF. YOU CAN GRADUALLY OR BIT BY BIT, LIKE I'VE DONE. I USED TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES, AND STILL WATCH MOVIES. AND SHOWS, BUT I'M CAREFUL ON WHAT I WATCH ALSO.  

I HOPE THIS HELPS SOMEONE THAT IS SEARCHING FOR GOD AND NOT SURE HOW TO GO ABOUT TO START.  I KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE SEARCHING THEIR HEARTS AND SOULS WITH EVERYTHING THAT WE'RE GOING THROUGH IN THESE TIMES.  BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY OPEN YOUR BIBLE AND READ!!! 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~GOD BLESS..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

LEARNING THROUGH THE BIBLE

 GOOD MORNING.. GOD IS GREAT!! WOKE UP AND GOT BABIES FED.  HAVEN'T DONE ANY YARDWORK AS MY ARM IS SORE FROM A STRAIN IN MY MUSCLE TO MY HAND, AND GIVING IT A REST TO HEAL.  

THERE'S SO MUCH TO LEARN FROM THE BIBLE.  THERE'S PEOPLE TO GET TO KNOW AND PROPHETS THAT TOLD OF TIMES TO COME, SOME OF WHICH WERE GOING THROUGH NOW. I BELIEVE MYSELF THAT GOD IS PUTTING US THROUGH THESE TROUBLED TIMES TO BRING US CLOSER TO HIM.  

THERE'S A GUY WE FOLLOW THAT DOES VIDEOS THAT MAKES FUN OF THE DEMOCRATS AND WHAT THEY DO.  HE DOES THIS TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK AND TO SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING IS NOT A GOOD THING.  HIS NAME IS JP.  YESTERDAY I FOUND A VIDEO ON TELEGRAM THAT HE PUT OUT STATING THAT HE'S FOUND GOD AND EXPLAINS WHY AND HOW.  POSTED BELOW. HE EVEN STATES THAT PRAYER IS POWERFUL AND BRINGS GOD INTO OUR LIVES.  I SHARED IT WITH FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK.  

HE MAKES SOME GOOD POINTS BUT FORGETS THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE, WHICH IS TO READ THE BIBLE!!

 YOU CAN'T KNOW GOD UNLESS YOU READ THE BIBLE

.  IF YOU DON'T READ THE BIBLE, YOU WON'T KNOW HOW TO GET INTO HEAVEN AND WHAT TO DO TO GET THERE.  FOLLOWING THE 10 COMMANDMENTS AND NOT WORKING ON THE SABBATH, WHAT TO EAT, WHAT NOT TO EAT.  

JUST HAVING FAITH IS NOT ENOUGH TO GO ON, YOU HAVE TO ACTUALLY SPEAK THE WORDS AND LET GOD INTO YOUR HEART AND REPENT FOR ALL YOUR WRONGS AND NEVER DO THEM AGAIN!!  

HE IS RIGHT ABOUT PRAYING FOR OUR ENEMIES, AS WERE SUPPOSED TO DEFINITLY DO!!

Love Your Enemies

Mat 5:43  Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. 

Mat 5:44  But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; 

Mat 5:45  That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. 

Mat 5:46  For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? 

Mat 5:47  And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so? 

Mat 5:48  Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect. 

IT'S A GOOD START, BUT HE HAS TO COME BACK TO THIS AND FOLLOW THROUGH WITH IT, TO HAVE HIS FOLLOWERS THAT LISTEN TO HIM GET THE MESSAGE.  I WOULD LOVE TO BUY SOME OF HIS T-SHIRTS.  

GOD BLESS AND HAVE A GREAT DAY AND PRAY!!!🙏🙏🙏

STUDYING THE BIBLE

 GOOD MORNING.. GOD WOKE ME UP AND ITS ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL DAY OUTSIDE.  WE HAVEN'T HAD HARDLY RAIN IN A LONG TIME HERE IN FLORIDA.  THE GRASS IS VERY DRY.  HOPEFULLY IN THE MONTH OF APRIL WE WILL GET SOME.  

I'M TRYING TO FIND A FONT THAT IS EASY TO READ AND NOT HARSH OR HARD TO READ FOR MY BLOG. FOR EVERYONE TO BE ABLE TO READ IT. 

LAST NIGHT BEFORE GOING TO BED, I WAS READING THE BIBLE AND DOING SOME RESEARCH.  I FOUND ANOTHER GOOD WEBSITE TO HELP ME BETTER UNDERSTAND THE HEBREW WORDS AND THEIR MEANINGS.  THE BLUE LETTER BIBLE SEARCH.  WHEN YOU DO A SEARCH ON E-SWORD FROM KING JAMES VERSION TO KING JAMES VERSION PLUS THE STRONGS NUMBERS THAT CORRESPOND TO THE HEBREW MEANINGS.  THEY REFER TO ANOTHER HEBREW WORD BUT IT'S HARD TO FIND UNLESS YOU USE THIS OTHER WEBSITE, BLUE LETTER BIBLE SEARCH.  https://www.blueletterbible.org/

SO THE WORD " WATER" WHEN YOU LOOK IT UP IN HEBREW MEANS "SEMEN" 

Dual of a primitive noun (but used in a singular sense); water; figuratively juice; by euphemism urine, semen: -  + piss, wasting, water (-ing, [-course, -flood, -spring]).

REFERRING TO JESUS BEING GOD. OR THE SON OF GOD AS SOME SAY.  

BUT ALSO WHEN JESUS DIED ON THE CROSS, THEY PIERCED HIS SIDE AND WATER AND BLOOD CAME GUSHING OUT.  

Ron Wyatt found blood on the Mercy seat in the Ark of the Covenant and had it tested.!! watch video!!

It was right below where Jesus was crucified!! 

Jesus' Side Is Pierced

Joh 19:31  The Jews therefore, because it was the preparation, that the bodies should not remain upon the cross on the sabbath day, (for that sabbath day was an high day,) besought Pilate that their legs might be broken, and that they might be taken away. 

Joh 19:32  Then came the soldiers, and brake the legs of the first, and of the other which was crucified with him. 

Joh 19:33  But when they came to Jesus, and saw that he was dead already, they brake not his legs: 

Joh 19:34  But one of the soldiers with a spear pierced his side, and forthwith came there out blood and water. 

Joh 19:35  And he that saw it bare record, and his record is true: and he knoweth that he saith true, that ye might believe. 

Joh 19:36  For these things were done, that the scripture should be fulfilled, A bone of him shall not be broken. 

Joh 19:37  And again another scripture saith, They shall look on him whom they pierced. 

WATER OF LIFE

 GOOD MORNING.  GOD GOT ME UP EARLY AND I HAD A GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP.  I GOT THE BABIES FED AND DID MY SWAGBUCKS AND GOT OUT IN THE YARD AND STARTED WEED-EATING.. THERE'S ALOT TO DO , BUT NOT AS BAD AS IT WAS 2 YRS AGO. IT'S WILL BE A GOOD WAY TO GET EXCERCISE AND SOME MUCH NEEDED SUNSHINE!! WE WANT TO BUILD A NEW CHICKEN COOP AND GET SOME MORE CHICKENS.. THEY ARE SO MUCH FUN.  IT'S GOING TO BE A HOT HOT SUMMER IF WE DON'T GET SOME RAIN HERE SHORTLY..

WE NEED TO EITHER HIRE SOMEONE OR GET A CHAINSAW AS WE HAVE TWO TREES DOWN IN THE BACKYARD. GOD IS GETTING ME MOTIVATED TO GET THINGS DONE, WHICH WILL HELP MY HUSBAND ALSO.  HE DEALS WITH ALOT OF BACK AND NECK PAIN FROM A MOTORCYCLE ACCIDENT HE HAD WHEN HE WAS 20 YRS OLD.  HE WAS TOLD HE WOULD NEVER WALK AGAIN AND THAT MADE HIM DEFY THE DOCTOR AND WALK. HIS ORIGINAL PUG PUNKY WAS A SOBRIETY GIFT FROM AN EX GIRLFRIEND AND HE STAYED SOBER FOR HER, BECAUSE HE KNEW IF HE DRANK AGAIN, HE WOULD BE ON THE STREETS AND HE DIDN'T WANT THAT FOR HIS PUG.  SO NOT HAVING A PUG IN THE HOUSE IS HARD FOR HIM AT THIS POINT.  

I HAVE TO SAY THAT HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD, HAS TAUGHT ME TO HAVE PATIENCE AND TOLERANCE WITH HIM..YES I STILL GET FRUSTRATED AND ANGRY BECAUSE THINGS AREN'T MOVING AS FAST AS I WANT THEM TO, BUT KNOWING GOD IS IN CONTROL IS A TOOL I USE TO STEP BACK AND LOOK AT THINGS IN A DIFFERNT PERSPECTIVE.  I HAVE TO DO THE FOOTWORK AND LET GOD GUIDE ME AND MY HUSBAND.  

THE WORD SALVATION IN THE BIBLE MEANS YESUAH  IN HEBREW, WHICH IS JESUS'S ACTUAL NAME.  AS NEHEMIA GORDON HAS FOUND AN ANCIENT TEXTS ALL OVER THE WORLD.  LOOK HIM UP AND YOU WILL SEE. IT'S AMAZING.  

The Lord Is My Strength and My Song

Isa 12:1  And in that day thou shalt say, O LORD, I will praise thee: though thou wast angry with me, thine anger is turned away, and thou comfortedst me. 

Isa 12:2  Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and not be afraid: for the LORD JEHOVAH is my strength and my song; he also is become my salvation. 

☝ THIS VERSE IS ALSO IN EXODUS 15:2 ~~Exo 15:2  The LORD is my strength and song, and he is become my salvation: he is my God, and I will prepare him an habitation; my father's God, and I will exalt him. AND ALSO IN PSALM 118!! Psa 118:14  The LORD is my strength and song, and is become my salvation.

Isa 12:3  Therefore with joy shall ye draw water out of the wells of salvation. (OF YESHUA) 

Isa 12:4  And in that day shall ye say, Praise the LORD, call upon his name, declare his doings among the people, make mention that his name is exalted.~~ THIS IS WHAT WERE SUPPOSED TO DO.. SHOW THE WORLD HIS GREATNESS AND SPREAD THE GOSPEL!!

Isa 12:5  Sing unto the LORD; for he hath done excellent things: this is known in all the earth. 

Isa 12:6  Cry out and shout, thou inhabitant of Zion: for great is the Holy One of Israel in the midst of thee.

WHEN JESUS DIED ON THE CROSS HIS SIDE WAS PIERCED AND WATER AND BLOOD GUSHED OUT ONTO THE EARTH.  Jesus' Side Is Pierced

Joh 19:31  The Jews therefore, because it was the preparation, that the bodies should not remain upon the cross on the sabbath day, (for that sabbath day was an high day,) besought Pilate that their legs might be broken, and that they might be taken away. 

Joh 19:32  Then came the soldiers, and brake the legs of the first, and of the other which was crucified with him. 

Joh 19:33  But when they came to Jesus, and saw that he was dead already, they brake not his legs: 

Joh 19:34  But one of the soldiers with a spear pierced his side, and forthwith came there out blood and water. 

Joh 19:35  And he that saw it bare record, and his record is true: and he knoweth that he saith true, that ye might believe. 

BEGINNING AND THE END..

 I WAS JUST LOOKING AT FACEBOOK AND THE PICTURE OF ZOEY AND MAXWELL AND A REALIZATION JUST HIT ME.  WHEN I MET TRISTAN 23 YEARS AGO, HE HAD MAXWELL., AND LIKE I'VE SAID BEFORE, SHE WENT THROUGH THREE GENERATIONS OF GERMAN SHEPARDS. 

 WELL MAXWELL  WAS THE BEGINNING OF OUR RELATIONSHIP AND ZOEY IS THE END OF THE PUGS FOR NOW UNTIL GOD PUTS ANOTHER ONE IN OUR PATH.  THE BEGINNING AND THE END.. HOW IRONIC IS THAT.. THAT PICTURE SAYS SO MUCH AND IS SO ADORABLE AND I WANT TO HAVE IT FRAMED BECAUSE SHE TAUGHT US SO MUCH AS DID MAXWELL.  

WHEN YOU LOOK AT THE PICTURE, IT LOOKS LIKE MAXWELL IS TALKING TO HER AND TELLING HER SOMETHING. AND BEING STERN ABOUT IT.  I THINK I'M GOING TO HAVE THIS ONE FRAMED AND ANOTHER ONE WITH ALL THE PUGS IN IT. TO BE ABLE TO HANG THEM ON THE WALL.  

ANYWAY JUST HAD TO SHARE THIS AS GOD IS SHOWING ME NEW INSIGHTS.. GOD BLESS. 

THE SABBATH

 ONCE AGAIN, GOD WOKE ME UP AND ITS A GLORIOUS DAY OUTSIDE.  I'M DONE MOURNING HER AND ALL OUR OTHER BABIES.  GOD IS BRINGING US INTO A NEW CHAPTER IN OUR LIVES.  WE HAVE MUCH WORK TO DO AROUND HERE.  IT'S GOING TO TAKE SOME TIME. BUT I'VE NOTICED IN THE LAST DAY OR SO, THAT WERE NOT AS STRESSED AS WE WERE.  

  YESTRDAY I ORGANIZED THE BEDROOM A BIT MORE AND WORKED ON DOING SOME SURVEYS. I DID SEVERAL AND MADE SOME MONEY AND LEVELED UP IN SWAGBUCKS TO TOPAZ LEVEL.  I USED TO THINK THAT DOING SURVEYS WAS STUPID AND A WASTE OF TIME, BUT A FEW YEARS AGO, I STARTED DOING THEM AND SEEING THAT I COULD MAKE SOME EXTRA CASH WITH THEM AND HAVE BEEN DOING THEM EVER SINCE.  IT'S HELPED IN HARD TIMES WHEN WE DON'T HAVE MONEY AND NEED TO GET STUFF FOR OUR BABIES OR FOR STUFF I NEED. 

TODAY I'M DOING BIBLE STUDY WITH MY FRIEND.  WITH THE SABBATH, YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO WORK OR MAKE ANYONE IN YOUR HOUSEHOLD WORK OR ANYONE ELSE. GOD WANTS YOU TO HAVE A FULL DAY OF REST WHICH BEGINS AT SUNSET THE NIGHT BEFORE UNTIL SUNSET TODAY.  SO SHOPPING OR GOING INTO STORES TO BUY STUFF SHOULDN'T BE DONE. UNLESS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY. 

Sabbath Regulations

Exo 35:1  And Moses gathered all the congregation of the children of Israel together, and said unto them, These are the words which the LORD hath commanded, that ye should do them. 

Exo 35:2  Six days shall work be done, but on the seventh day there shall be to you an holy day, a sabbath of rest to the LORD: whosoever doeth work therein shall be put to death. 

Exo 35:3  Ye shall kindle no fire throughout your habitations upon the sabbath day. 

Exo 20:10  But the seventh day is the sabbath of the LORD thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates: 

Exo 20:11  For in six days the LORD made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that in them is, and rested the seventh day: wherefore the LORD blessed the sabbath day, and hallowed it.

PRAYER FOR THE SABBATH

 How Great Are Your Works

Psa 92:1  A Psalm or Song for the sabbath day. It is a good thing to give thanks unto the LORD, and to sing praises unto thy name, O most High: 

Psa 92:2  To shew forth thy lovingkindness in the morning, and thy faithfulness every night, 

Psa 92:3  Upon an instrument of ten strings, and upon the psaltery; upon the harp with a solemn sound. 

Psa 92:4  For thou, LORD, hast made me glad through thy work: I will triumph in the works of thy hands. 

Psa 92:5  O LORD, how great are thy works! and thy thoughts are very deep. 

Psa 92:6  A brutish man knoweth not; neither doth a fool understand this. 

Psa 92:7  When the wicked spring as the grass, and when all the workers of iniquity do flourish; it is that they shall be destroyed for ever: 

Psa 92:8  But thou, LORD, art most high for evermore. 

Psa 92:9  For, lo, thine enemies, O LORD, for, lo, thine enemies shall perish; all the workers of iniquity shall be scattered. 

Psa 92:10  But my horn shalt thou exalt like the horn of an unicorn: I shall be anointed with fresh oil. 

Psa 92:11  Mine eye also shall see my desire on mine enemies, and mine ears shall hear my desire of the wicked that rise up against me. 

Psa 92:12  The righteous shall flourish like the palm tree: he shall grow like a cedar in Lebanon. 

Psa 92:13  Those that be planted in the house of the LORD shall flourish in the courts of our God. 

Psa 92:14  They shall still bring forth fruit in old age; they shall be fat and flourishing; 

Psa 92:15  To shew that the LORD is upright: he is my rock, and there is no unrighteousness in him. 

A WEEK NOW. MOVING FORWARD WITH NEW CHAPTER..

 GOOD MORING, GOD WOKE ME UP AND I'M BLESSED.  

I'M OFF TODAY AND TOMORROW THE SABBATH.  TODAY IS MY SISTERS BIRTHDAY AND I HAVE TO CALL HER. I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO HER ON THE PHONE IN OVER A YEAR, WE USUALLY JUST TEXT.  

I WOKE UP THIS MORNING WITH MY RIGHT ARM BEING SORER THAN YESTERDAY. NOT SURE WHY IT'S HURTING SO MUCH. IT WASN'T LIKE THIS LAST WEEK.  BUT MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I'M NOT USING IT AS MUCH WITH ZOEY BEING GONE.  SHE WASN'T THAT HEAVY.  

YESTERDAY WAS A BAD DAY, AS I WAS EMOTIONAL ALL DAY AND HAVING MOMENTS OF MISSING HER TERRIBLY AND REALIZING SHE'S GONE. 

 TODAY IS THE START OF A NEW BEGINNING.  I HAVE TO STAY POSTIVE AND MOVE FORWARD.  I KNOW SHE AND ALL OUR BABIES ARE IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE AND HAPPY AGAIN WITH GOD.  

LAST NIGHT WHEN I CAME HOME, I REARRANGED MY SIDE OF THE BEDROOM TO REMOVE THE HOLE IN MY AREA WHERE SHE USED TO SLEEP.  IT'S PART OF THE PROCESS OF MOVING FORWARD.  GOD IS WORKING WITHIN ME AND MOVING ME FORWARD.  I'M LETTING IT HAPPEN AS I SHOULD.. 

THAT'S THE GREAT AWESOMENESS OF HAVING GOD IN YOUR LIFE!! HE TEACHES YOU HUMILTY AND INTEGRITY AND RESPECT, GRACE AND MOST OF ALL LOVE!! 

I BELIEVE THAT GOD IS USING ME TO TEACH PEOPLE TO HAVE GOD IN THEIR LIVES AND HOW TO DO IT FROM THE BEGINNING, FOR PEOPLE THAT KNOW GOD, BUT DON'T READ THE BIBLE, AS I DIDN'T UNTIL SEVERAL YEARS AGO... 

WELL I HAVE ALOT OF WORK TO GET DONE, AND THNGS THAT HAVE BEEN PUT OFF FOR THE LAST YEAR, CLEANING, ORGANIZING., DUSTING.. OMG.. SO MUCH.. ALL IN GODS TIME!! GOD BLESS. 

Hu·mil·i·ty

/hyo͞oˈmilədē/

noun

• 1.a modest or low view of one's own importance; humbleness:"he needs the humility to accept that their way may be better"

In·teg·ri·ty

/inˈteɡrədē/

noun

• 1.the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles; moral uprightness:"he is known to be a man of integrity"

Grace

/ɡrās/

noun

• 1.simple elegance or refinement of movement:"she moved through the water with effortless grace"

DAY 6

 

GOD WOKE ME UP AND IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAY OUTSIDE.  I HAVE FED EVERYONE AND I'VE DONE MY SWAGBUCKS THAT I DO EVERYDAY.  AND THROUGH ALL THIS I'M STILL REMINDED OF HER AND MISSING HER. BUT THE IRONY OF IT , IS THAT I'M MISSING THEM ALL SO MUCH NOW THAT IT HITS ME HARD BECAUSE ITS SO PROMINENT WITH NOT HAVING A PUG IN THE HOUSE.  IT MAKES THE PAIN OF WHAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH THESE LAST 5 YEARS SO MUCH MORE POWERFUL AND PAINFUL BECAUSE OF THE LOSS OF HER. LIKE I SAID SHE WAS THE OLDEST LIVING PUG THAT WE'VE EVER BY OWNED BY .  WE DON'T OWN THEM, THEY OWN US.  THEY GRACE US WITH THEIR UNDCONDITIONAL LOVE AND HAPPINESS.  THEY ARE LITTLE ANGELS SENT FROM GOD TO MAKE THIS WORLD AND LIFE HERE ON EARTH SO MUCH BETTER. THEY ARE UNIQUE AND ADORABLE.  I DON'T FEEL LIKE THAT TOWARDS ANY OTHER ANIMAL.  

WITH THE GRACE OF GOD WITH HIS PRESCENCE WE WILL GO ON, AND MAYBE SOME DAY A PUG WILL BE PUT IN OUR PATH. I'M LEAVING IT UP TO GOD. WERE NOT GOING TO SEARCH FOR ONE OR LOOK.. GOD WILL LEAD US THROUGH THIS.  I'M SURRENDERING TO GOD AND HIS GRACE.  

WE HAVE A GARDEN TO GROW AND A BACK YARD TO CLEAN UP .  WE HAVE A HOUSE TO GET IN ORDER AND A GERMAN SHEPARD AND A CHIHUAHUA THAT NEED OUR ATTENTION.  

OH AND GOD GAVE ME A GIFT YESTERDAY. I GOT A PAY RAISE!!! WE ARE GOING TO BE MAKING $13.00 AN HOUR IN THE DELI NOW!! GOD IS GREAT!!! I THANKED HIM AS SOON AS I WAS TOLD.. 

THE PHOTO I PUT ABOVE IS PROBABLY ONE OF THE FEW OF THE FIVE PUGS TOGETHER, THAT'S NOT THEM SLEEPING.  5 PUGS 5 YEARS OF HEARTACHE.. WHEN MY HUSBAND AND I WERE AT OUR 20 YRS OF BEING TOGETHER WE WERE DOWN TO WHAT WE STARTED WITH A MALE GERMAN SHEPARD AND A FEMALE PUG.  NOW THAT IS GOD DOING HIS AWESOME WORK AND LETTING US KNOW.  ANYWAY I HAVE STUFF TO DO AND ALL.  GOD BLESS AND GOD IS GREAT EVEN AMONGST THE HEARTACHE AND SADNESS I STILL PRAISE HIM.. SEE HOW THAT WORKS??? IT'S AWESOME.