A WEEK NOW. MOVING FORWARD WITH NEW CHAPTER..

 GOOD MORING, GOD WOKE ME UP AND I'M BLESSED.  

I'M OFF TODAY AND TOMORROW THE SABBATH.  TODAY IS MY SISTERS BIRTHDAY AND I HAVE TO CALL HER. I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO HER ON THE PHONE IN OVER A YEAR, WE USUALLY JUST TEXT.  

I WOKE UP THIS MORNING WITH MY RIGHT ARM BEING SORER THAN YESTERDAY. NOT SURE WHY IT'S HURTING SO MUCH. IT WASN'T LIKE THIS LAST WEEK.  BUT MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I'M NOT USING IT AS MUCH WITH ZOEY BEING GONE.  SHE WASN'T THAT HEAVY.  

YESTERDAY WAS A BAD DAY, AS I WAS EMOTIONAL ALL DAY AND HAVING MOMENTS OF MISSING HER TERRIBLY AND REALIZING SHE'S GONE. 

 TODAY IS THE START OF A NEW BEGINNING.  I HAVE TO STAY POSTIVE AND MOVE FORWARD.  I KNOW SHE AND ALL OUR BABIES ARE IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE AND HAPPY AGAIN WITH GOD.  

LAST NIGHT WHEN I CAME HOME, I REARRANGED MY SIDE OF THE BEDROOM TO REMOVE THE HOLE IN MY AREA WHERE SHE USED TO SLEEP.  IT'S PART OF THE PROCESS OF MOVING FORWARD.  GOD IS WORKING WITHIN ME AND MOVING ME FORWARD.  I'M LETTING IT HAPPEN AS I SHOULD.. 

THAT'S THE GREAT AWESOMENESS OF HAVING GOD IN YOUR LIFE!! HE TEACHES YOU HUMILTY AND INTEGRITY AND RESPECT, GRACE AND MOST OF ALL LOVE!! 

I BELIEVE THAT GOD IS USING ME TO TEACH PEOPLE TO HAVE GOD IN THEIR LIVES AND HOW TO DO IT FROM THE BEGINNING, FOR PEOPLE THAT KNOW GOD, BUT DON'T READ THE BIBLE, AS I DIDN'T UNTIL SEVERAL YEARS AGO... 

WELL I HAVE ALOT OF WORK TO GET DONE, AND THNGS THAT HAVE BEEN PUT OFF FOR THE LAST YEAR, CLEANING, ORGANIZING., DUSTING.. OMG.. SO MUCH.. ALL IN GODS TIME!! GOD BLESS. 

Hu·mil·i·ty

/hyo͞oˈmilədē/

noun

• 1.a modest or low view of one's own importance; humbleness:"he needs the humility to accept that their way may be better"

In·teg·ri·ty

/inˈteɡrədē/

noun

• 1.the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles; moral uprightness:"he is known to be a man of integrity"

Grace

/ɡrās/

noun

• 1.simple elegance or refinement of movement:"she moved through the water with effortless grace"