ZOEY IS GONE..

 ZOEY STARTED HAVING SEIZURES THIS MORNING SHE HAD 5 OF THEM WITHIN 30 MINS AND THE 5TH ONE LASTED OVER AN HOUR.  SHE THEN WENT INTO  CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE.  AND SO WE DECIDED TO BRING HER TO DR. LARRY'S TO HAVE HER CROSS OVER THE RAINBOW BRIDGE TO BE WITH HER BROTHER AND OUR OTHER BABIES THAT WE LOST.  THE HOUSE FEELS EMPTY AND QUIET.  AND NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. IT'S GOING TO TAKE A WEEK OR SO TO GET OVER THIS AND MORE.  SHE'S WITH HER BROTHER NOW AND THE REST OF OUR BABIES. 

SHE WENT THROUGH THREE GENERATIONS OF GERMAN SHEPARDS!  SHE WAS AMAZING.  NOW EVERYTHING, I DO, I'M REMINDED OF HER BECAUSE SHE ENCOMPASSED SO MUCH OF MY LIFE THE LAST THREE YEARS.  I JUST TOOK A SHOWER AND WHEN I GOT OUT, I WAS WAITING TO HEAR HER CRYING FOR ME AS SHE USUALLY DID. BUT I DIDN'T AND I BROKE DOWN AND CRIED.  COMING BACK FROM WALKING FALCOR, SHE WOULD BE CRYING FOR ME.  WE WILL HAVE TO RELEARN HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT HER AND REARRANGE OUR LIVES LIKE WE REARRANGED OUR LIVES FOR HER.  I KNOW SHE'S IN A MUCH MUCH BETTER PLACE WITH GOD AND HER BROTHER GIZMO AND ALL OF OUR OTHER BABIES... HARLEY, BOBO, ROSEBUD, BONES, AVA, HEIDI ADOLF, MAXWELL... AND MOST OF ALL SHE WILL MEET THE ONE THAT STARTED IT ALL .. PUNKY..

AT TIMES IT WAS HARD CARING FOR HER, BUT IT WAS WORTH EVERY MINUTE.  I KNEW THIS DAY WOULD COME, BUT NOT THIS FAST, AND THIS HARD.  SHE DIDN'T WANT TO GO.  I  ENJOYED HAND FEEDING HER AND HOLDING HER AND LOVING HER, AND CARING FOR HER.  I WILL NEVER FORGET HER AND ALL SHE TAUGHT ME AND ALL OF THEM.