Sunday, March 19, 2023

MEMORY

 WELL ITS ANOTHER DAY AND GOD HAS WOKEN ME UP ONCE AGAIN.  I PRAISE HIM EVERY MORNING.  AND PRAY EVERY NIGHT.  THERE IS SO MUCH TO SHOW YOU ABOUT THE BIBLE THAT I HAVE LEARNED.  SO MUCH.. THERE'S AN ABUNDANCE THAT GOES ON AND ON.. I THINK GOD WANTS ME TO DO THIS BLOG TO HELP ME MEMORIZE THINGS AND TO LEARN ABOUT THE BIBLE TOGETHER. 

AS I WAS WALKING FALCOR THIS MORNING I WAS LISTENING TO DAVID CROWDERS SONG HALLELUJAH SONG. HIS WORDS AND THEY RESONATED WITH ME. LOSING ZOEY AND ALL I'VE BEEN THROUGH.



There is a grace in the rise and fall

There is return for everything we’ve lost

There will be moments when the beauty’s gone There is a power when we’ve lost it all There is a place where redemption cries There is a death that can save a life There’s resurrection where there was a cross There is power when we’ve lost it all There is a power when we’ve lost it all Hallelujah for a broken heart Hallelujah when I’m falling apart There’s a sun rising when the sky is dark I’m singing, hallelujah for a broken heart Hallelujah for a broken heart Don’t be afraid of every crooked turn What sorrow plants in the graves and dirt Jesus uses all the pain and hurt There is power in the way He works Oh there is power in the way He works Why should I worry Why should I fear Every heartbreak Is drawing me near I need You more now Than I ever did I’m thanking You Jesus I’m thanking You Jesus I’m singing, hallelujah for a broken heart. I’m singing, hallelujah for the broken heart I’m singing, hallelujah I can trust You God I‘m singing, hsallelujah for every broken heart


EVERYTHING HE SINGS IN THIS SONG IS SO TRUE.  HE TRULY IS LISTENING TO GOD AS IT SHOWS IN HIS MUSIC, GOD IS MOVING HIM THROUGH HIS MUSIC. 

 WITH ZOEY GONE, THERES SO MUCH WE HAVE TO DO WITH THE HOUSE, WE HAVE TO GET MY VEHICLE UP AND FIXED. (WE JUST GOT THE PARTS YESTERDAY.) I HAVE TO WORK IN THE YARD AND HELP GET IT READY FOR A GARDEN AND TO GET CHICKENS AGAIN.  

EVERYONE NEEDS TO HAVE A GARDEN OF SOME SORT EVEN IF YOU LIVE IN AN APARTMENT , GROW SOME SPICES, BEANS, ANYTHING. WE NEED TO GET BACK TO WHEN WE USED TO TAKE CARE OF OURSELVES AND OTHERS IN THIS COUNTRY.

WE AS A COUNTRY NEED TO GET BACK TO GOD AND LOVE HIM AS HE LOVES US.  WITHOUT JUDGEMENT. 



I'VE BEEN READING THE BOOK OF ISIAIH AND HE'S A PROPHET AND FORETOLD THINGS TO COME IN HIS BOOK. THERES 66 CHAPTERS IN HIS BOOK AND I'M ONLY ON NUMBER 10. I HAVE A WAYS TO GO.  


Saturday, March 18, 2023

THE SABBATH AND THE DAY AFTER

 THE HOUSE IS QUIET AND I WAS ABLE TO SLEEP. GOD WOKE ME UP AND I'VE STARTED MY DAY.  EVERYTHING I DO, I'M REMINDED OF HER.  I HAVE TO GO ON AND TRY TO USE THIS LESSON AS A POSITIVE THING.  I HAVE TO USE WHAT GOD GAVE ME AND USE IT FOR THE PEOPLE THAT DON'T KNOW HIM OR WANT TO KNOW HIM.  I KNOW HE'S SETTING ME UP FOR SOMETHING, I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT ???

 Pro 18:20  A man's belly shall be satisfied with the fruit of his mouth; and with the increase of his lips shall he be filled

Pro 18:21  Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit

TODAY IS ALSO THE SABBATH OF THE WEEK. .  WERE SUPPOSED TO KEEP IT HOLY AND NOT WORK.  BUT WHILE WE WERE GOING THROUGH LOSING ZOEY , THEY CALLED AND ASKED ME TO WORK TODAY.  I SAID YES AS WE NEED THE MONEY FOR BILLS, AND TO KEEP MY MIND OFF OF LOSING ZOEY.  I PRAY TO GOD THAT HE WILL FORGIVE ME AS I KNOW THAT HE WILL PROVIDE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT. 

Exo 20:8  Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy. 

Exo 20:9  Six days shalt thou labour, and do all thy work: 

Exo 20:10  But the seventh day is the sabbath of the LORD thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates: 

Exo 20:11  For in six days the LORD made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that in them is, and rested the seventh day: wherefore the LORD blessed the sabbath day, and hallowed it. 

WITH ALL THIS FREE TIME, NOW I CAN READ AND STUDY THE BIBLE MORE AND GET MORE ACTIVE AT HOME AND GET MORE STUFF DONE.  I'M PRAYING THAT THIS WEEK I WILL HEAR FROM THE JOB THAT I APPLIED TO AND WILL GET IT.  



Friday, March 17, 2023

ZOEY IS GONE..

 ZOEY STARTED HAVING SEIZURES THIS MORNING SHE HAD 5 OF THEM WITHIN 30 MINS AND THE 5TH ONE LASTED OVER AN HOUR.  SHE THEN WENT INTO  CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE.  AND SO WE DECIDED TO BRING HER TO DR. LARRY'S TO HAVE HER CROSS OVER THE RAINBOW BRIDGE TO BE WITH HER BROTHER AND OUR OTHER BABIES THAT WE LOST.  THE HOUSE FEELS EMPTY AND QUIET.  AND NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. IT'S GOING TO TAKE A WEEK OR SO TO GET OVER THIS AND MORE.  SHE'S WITH HER BROTHER NOW AND THE REST OF OUR BABIES. 

SHE WENT THROUGH THREE GENERATIONS OF GERMAN SHEPARDS!  SHE WAS AMAZING.  NOW EVERYTHING, I DO, I'M REMINDED OF HER BECAUSE SHE ENCOMPASSED SO MUCH OF MY LIFE THE LAST THREE YEARS.  I JUST TOOK A SHOWER AND WHEN I GOT OUT, I WAS WAITING TO HEAR HER CRYING FOR ME AS SHE USUALLY DID. BUT I DIDN'T AND I BROKE DOWN AND CRIED.  COMING BACK FROM WALKING FALCOR, SHE WOULD BE CRYING FOR ME.  WE WILL HAVE TO RELEARN HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT HER AND REARRANGE OUR LIVES LIKE WE REARRANGED OUR LIVES FOR HER.  I KNOW SHE'S IN A MUCH MUCH BETTER PLACE WITH GOD AND HER BROTHER GIZMO AND ALL OF OUR OTHER BABIES... HARLEY, BOBO, ROSEBUD, BONES, AVA, HEIDI ADOLF, MAXWELL... AND MOST OF ALL SHE WILL MEET THE ONE THAT STARTED IT ALL .. PUNKY..

AT TIMES IT WAS HARD CARING FOR HER, BUT IT WAS WORTH EVERY MINUTE.  I KNEW THIS DAY WOULD COME, BUT NOT THIS FAST, AND THIS HARD.  SHE DIDN'T WANT TO GO.  I  ENJOYED HAND FEEDING HER AND HOLDING HER AND LOVING HER, AND CARING FOR HER.  I WILL NEVER FORGET HER AND ALL SHE TAUGHT ME AND ALL OF THEM. 



WORLDLINESS VS GODS' WORLD.





GOD SPEAKS ABOUT BEING IN THIS WORLD VERSUS BEING IN HIS WORLD. 

WE ARE SUPPOSED TO KEEP OUR EYES AND EARS ONLY ON HIM IN OUR WORLD. 

IT'S HARD TO DO WITH THE WAY THE WORLD IS TODAY. I FIND ITS CALMING AND HELPFUL AND LOVING.  

YOU ARE AN ENEMY OF GOD IF YOU ARE OF THIS WORLD AND THE THINGS IN IT.  

AND AGAIN, HE SPEAKS OF JUDGING OTHERS...

BEING MORE CONSUMED OF MATERIAL VALUES AND NOT HAVING A SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE IS WHY MOST PEOPLE WON'T GET INTO HEAVEN.  

IF YOU READ HIS WORD EVERYDAY AND STUDY HIS WORD, IT WILL COME TO YOU, I KNOW THIS FROM HAVING BEEN THERE AND DOING THAT, BUT NO LONGER DO.  ITS ACTUALLY ALOT EASIER AND TAKES ALOT OF BURDEN OFF OF YOU, ALOT LESS STRESS AND LESS HASSLE AND HEADACHE.  

Against Worldliness

Jas 4:1  From whence come wars and fightings among you? come they not hence, even of your lusts that war in your members? 

Jas 4:2  Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not. 

Jas 4:3  Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts. 

Jas 4:4  Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God. 

Jas 4:5  Do ye think that the scripture saith in vain, The spirit that dwelleth in us lusteth to envy? 

Jas 4:6  But he giveth more grace. Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble. 

Jas 4:7  Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 

Jas 4:8  Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded. 

Jas 4:9  Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness. 

Jas 4:10  Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up. 

Jas 4:11  Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge. 

Jas 4:12  There is one lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy: who art thou that judgest another? 

Thursday, March 16, 2023

THE LORDS PRAYER

 THE BIBLE IS A PERFECT WAY TO LIVE AND TELLS YOU HOW TO IN SO MANY WAYS.  FROM THE OLD TESTAMENT TO THE NEW TESTAMENT.  

WITH THE LORDS PRAYER IN MATTHEW 6, HE TELLS YOU HOW TO PRAY. AND WHAT NOT TO DO.  AND AS IT STATES, GOD KNOWS WHAT YOU NEED BEFORE YOU PROBABLY DO.  BUT WHEN YOU PRAY THROUGH OUT THE DAY AND SAY, "IF IT'S YOUR WILL GOD" THEN YOU AREN'T SETTING YOURSELF UP FOR LETTING YOURSELF DOWN IF YOU DON'T GET SOMETHING.  I'M STILL LEARNING TO LEAVE IT UP TO GOD FOR EVERYTHING I DO.  I'VE COME A LONG WAY, BUT HE'S ALSO PUT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE TO HELP ME WITH THIS. MY HUSBAND AND MY FRIEND WHO IS TEACHING ME ABOUT THE BIBLE. 

STUDY AND MEMORIZE THE PRAYER..GOD BLESS.



The Lord's Prayer

Mat 6:5  And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward. 

Mat 6:6  But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly. 

Mat 6:7  But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking. 

Mat 6:8  Be not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him. 

Mat 6:9  After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. 

Mat 6:10  Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven. 

Mat 6:11  Give us this day our daily bread. 

Mat 6:12  And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors. 

Mat 6:13  And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen. 

Mat 6:14  For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you: 

Mat 6:15  But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses. 

RON WYATT

 GOOD MORNING.  ZOEY IS SLEEPING RIGHT NOW.  AND QUIET.  I WAS ABLE TO SLEEP MOST OF THE NIGHT AS TRISTAN STAYS UP TO LET THAT HAPPEN.  WHEN I GOT UP SHE HAD PEED AND I HAD TO CLEAN HER AND THE FLOOR.  WERE NOW FEEDING OUR GERMAN SHEPARD FALCOR, THE RAW FOOD DIET, WHICH IS CHICKEN LEGS FOR HIS MEALS AND HE'S LOVING IT AND DOING ALOT BETTER ON IT.  HIS COAT IS COMING BACK AND HE'S FILLING OUT.  I FEED ZOEY AND CHICHI FIRST AND THEN FALCOR OUTSIDE ACROSS THE STREET FOR HIM TO EAT HIS CHICKEN LEG.  

HAVE YOU HEARD OF RON WYATT.  HE WAS AN EXPLORER IN THE 70'S AND FOUND SEVERAL SITES OF THE BIBLE.  

HE FOUND NOAHS ARK, SODDOM AND GOMORRAH, THE ARK OF THE COVENANT, THE RED SEA WHERE THEY CROSSED, AND THE ROCK OF MOSES.  


RYAN MAURO HAS RECENTLY A FEW YEARS AGO, DID A DOCUMENTARY ON THIS AND DID A DRONE VIDEO OF IT WHICH IS ON MY BLOG.  IT'S A BEAUTIFUL VIDEO.  IT ALSO SHOWS WHERE THEY HAD CATTLE SET UP AND LINED UP FOR SLAUGHTER.  IT'S AWESOME TO WATCH.  POSTED BELOW


Wednesday, March 15, 2023

GOD SPOKE TO ME


 GOD SPOKE TO ME YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS OUTSIDE ENJOYING SOME SUNSHINE. 

IF YOUR QUIET AND LISTEN YOU WILL HEAR. 

GOD WANTS TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH EVERYONE.

YOU HAVE TO READ THE BIBLE TO KNOW GOD. 

ITS NOT EASY TO UNDERSTAND, AND IT TAKES TIME TO DECIPHER IT AND ALL THE MEANINGS. 

I FIND IT FUN, AMAZING, AND AWESOME TO READ THE BIBLE AND TO GET TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND GOD. HE'S WORKING IN ME TO GET TO WHERE HE WANTS ME TO BE. NOT WHERE I , MYSELF WANT TO BE. 

I'M STILL LEARNING THE BIBLE AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT, IT TAKES TIME AND ENERGY.  


IF YOU DON'T KNOW GOD, THEN YOU WON'T HAVE PEACE.

BEING INTO DRAMA ALL THE TIME IS NOT A FUNCTIONAL WAY TO LIVE.

DID YOU KNOW THAT THE EARTH IS GOD'S FOOTSTOOL?

Isa 66:1  Thus saith the LORD, The heaven is my throne, and the earth is my footstool: where is the house that ye build unto me? and where is the place of my rest? 

I'm going to try to write more each day, but it's so hard to concentrate and get any time to myself with Zoey... she needs me now at this moment.

Working full time and also trying to take care of a disabled dog and do the necessary things around the house, doesn't leave alot of free time to myself or to read and study. but i'm going to try harder to do this as it's getting more and more important in the times that we are. God is leading me .. I love God!!!

Sunday, March 12, 2023

ZOEY UPDATE

 ZOEY NOW HAS ATAXIA , WHICH IS A DISEASE OR A FORM OF PARALYSIS WHERE SHE CAN'T STAND OR WALK AND DOES CIRCLES WHEN MANUEVERING AROUND.  SHE IS UNDER 24 HOUR SUPERVISION WITH US AND HAS BEEN FOR THE LAST YEAR. BUT THIS ATAXIA HAS ONLY BEEN FOR THE LAST MONTH OR SO.  WE BELIEVE THAT THIS HAS OCCURED BECAUSE OF HER SPINE DEFORMITY WHICH SHE HAS HAD SINCE BIRTH. BUT THAT HAS NEVER STOPPED HER UNTIL NOW AND ITS FRUSTRATING FOR HER.  SHE'S SCARED AND IS PARTIALLY BLIND. 

 WERE NOW HAND FEEDING HER AND HOLDING HER TO GET A DRINK OF WATER.  ITS TIME-CONSUMING AS SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO TRY AND FIGURE OUT WHAT SHE WANTS.  SOMETIMES SHE JUST WANTS TO BE HELD AND SOMETIMES SHE WANTS A DRINK OF WATER.  SOMETIMES SHE'S JUST NOT COMFORTABLE.  AS YOU CAN SEE IN THE PICTURE SHE SLEEPS IN THIS POSITION, I KNOW IT LOOKS UNCOMFORTABLE, BUT FOR HER IT WORKS.  SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO REPOSITION HER TO MAKE HER COMFORTABLE.  

SO AS YOU CAN SEE IT'S HARD FOR ME TO CONCENTRATE ON ANYTHING LATELY, AND IT'S FRUSTRATING BUT SHE'S NOT READY TO LEAVE US.  AND I'M WILLING TO GO THROUGH THIS WITH HER FOR ALL THE JOY SHE'S GIVEN US.  

IT'S ALSO BEEN HARD ON OUR RELATIONSHIP AS WE BICKER AND FIGHT OVER STUPID THINGS AND WHAT WE ARE GOING THROUGH WITH HER.  MY HUSBAND IS DOING AT LEAST 2 LOADS OF LAUNDRY A DAY FOR HER BEDS AND PEE TOWELS.  HE'S DEALING WITH BACK, NECK PAIN BUT HELPING HER IS MAKING HIS BACK / NECK PAIN WORSE. 

THE PICS BELOW SHOW HER TENACITY FOR HOW SHE LIVED, SHE STARED DOWN HER FIRST GERMAN SHEPARD TO GET AN ORANGE THAT SHE WANTED, AND SHE WAS AN EXPERT CLIMBER. SHE LOVED TO CLIMB ON ANYTHING SHE COULD TO GET CLOSER TO US.  WE EVEN HAD TO PUT A CYNDER BLOCK IN THE GARBAGE CAN BECAUSE SHE WOULD TIP IT OVER TO GET INTO IT.  NOTHING STOPPED HER.  

SO ITS HARD TO GET MUCH DONE AND OR READ AND STUDY THE BIBLE.  BUT I'M TRYING TO WHEN SHE'S SLEEPING OR SETTLED DOWN.  WHICH ISN'T OFTEN.  

ALSO WITH THIS IS THE FACT THAT IN 1999 WHEN I MET MY HUSBAND HE HAD A 8YR OLD PUG , PUNKY WHO WAS A SOBRIETY GIFT TO HIM FROM A PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIP.  AND WHEN SHE PASSED WE HAD BOBO MY BLACK PUG BUT WE SOON LATER WENT AND GOT ANOTHER FEMALE PUG FOR  TRISTAN.  THAT WAS HARLEY. SO SINCE THEN WE'VE HAD PUGS IN OUR HOUSEHOLD THIS WHOLE TIME. NEVER BEEN WITHOUT.  AND WHEN ZOEY IS GONE, WE WON'T HAVE ONE IN THE HOUSE AT ALL AS WE CANT AFFORD TO GET ONE.  IT WILL BE VERY HARD AND EMOTIONAL AND STRESSFUL.  WERE GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS THOUGH.  WE HAVE TO.. WITH GOD'S HELP. 

I KNOW PEOPLE THINK THAT WE SHOULD PUT HER DOWN, EUTHANIZE HER, WHEN I EXPLAIN TO THEM WHAT WE DEAL WITH.  BUT I PUT 3 OF OUR BABIES DOWN IN TWO YEARS, AND NONE OF THEM WANTED TO LEAVE US.  THEY WANTED TO STAY WITH US.  HARLEY HAD SEIZURES AND ROSEBUD HAD CANCER IN HER JAW.  AVA HAD DEGENERATIVE MYLETHOPY AND COULDN'T WALK.  SO I MADE THE DECISION WHEN I THOUGHT IT WAS TIME.  MAYBE I SHOULDN'T HAVE, MAYBE I DID IT TOO SOON, BUT MAYBE NOT.  SO, I'VE GONE THROUGH THIS MANY TIMES IN MY HEAD ABOUT ZOEY AND TALKED TO MY HUSBAND ABOUT IT.  WERE STAYING WITH HER AND GOING THROUGH THIS WITH HER.  WERE MAKING HER AS COMFORTABLE AS POSSIBLE AND FEEDING HER SEVERAL TIMES A DAY.  I HOLD HER AND TALK TO HER AND LET HER KNOW SHE'S NOT IN THIS ALONE.  SHE GETS SCARED AND NEEDS TO BE REASSURED.  SHE HAS ANXIETY WHEN LEFT ALONE TO LONG.  WERE IN THIS TOGETHER WITH GOD.  HE WILL LET US KNOW, IF SHE DOESN'T.  WERE PRAYING SHE GOES IN HER SLEEP.  








Saturday, March 11, 2023

SOCIAL MEDIA

SOCIAL MEDIA HAS BECOME A MAJOR DEFLECTION OF GOD ALL OVER THE WORLD. 

I MYSELF AM ON FACEBOOK, GAB, TWITTER AND INSTAGRAM (RARELY) 

I LOVE GAB NOW AS FACEBOOK, HAS BANNED US SO MANY TIMES THAT I'VE LOST COUNT.  ALL BECAUSE I'VE MENTIONED AND STATED HOW THE COVID-19 WAS A FAKE PANDEMIC AND THAT THE NEW WORLD ORDER IS USING IT AS A MEANS TO DEPOPULATE THE WORLD.  THE PEOPLE, (IF THEY CAN EVEN BE CALLED THAT) THAT ARE TRYING TO TAKE DOWN THE POPULATION ARE PUTTING FEAR INTO PEOPLE TO SCARE THEM INTO TAKING THE VACCINE THAT IS KILLING MILLIONS OF PEOPLE. 

NEVER IN MY WILDEST DREAMS DID I EVER IMAGINE LIVING IN THESE BIBLICAL TIMES. WHEN I FIRST MET MY HUSBAND, HE TOLD ME ABOUT AGENDA 21, BACK IN 1999.  I DIDN'T BELIEVE IT.  NOW I KNOW AND AM LIVING IT.   THEY ARE BRAINWASHING THE PEOPLE THROUGH MAINSTREAM MEDIA AND SOCIAL MEDIA AND PEOPLE ARE FALLING FOR IT. MY FAMILY INCLUDED. NOW THEY THINK THAT I'M A CRAZY CONSPIRACY THEORIST AND THEY DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME.  

I'M NOW USING SOCIAL MEDIA TO GET GOD'S WORD OUT THERE AND TO LET PEOPLE KNOW HE'S REAL.  I HAVE PERSONAL TESTIMONY TO PROVE IT AND I'VE SHARED IT HERE ON MY BLOG.  I WAS SPOKEN TO BY THE HOLY SPIRIT WHEN I CALLED OUT TO GOD TO HELP ME AND HE TOLD ME TO " MOVE TO FLORIDA"  I HAD NO IDEA OR WANT OF WANTING TO MOVE TO FLORIDA BEFORE THIS. I WAS MARRIED AND WORKING FULL TIME AS A DEPARTMENT MANAGER AT WALMART.  BUT I WASN'T HAPPY AND GOING THROUGH A VERY HARD AND SORROWFUL TIME AFTER MY MOM DIED AND BEFORE THAT DEALING WITH MY HUSBAND WHO I THOUGHT I COULD HELP.  BUT WASN'T ABLE TO.  

The Whole Armor of God
Eph 6:10  Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. 
Eph 6:11  Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 
Eph 6:12  For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 
Eph 6:13  Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. 
Eph 6:14  Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; 
Eph 6:15  And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; 
Eph 6:16  Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. 
Eph 6:17  And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: 
Eph 6:18  Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; 
Eph 6:19  And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the gospel, 
Eph 6:20  For which I am an ambassador in bonds: that therein I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak. 



WITH GAB YOUR NOT CENSORED AND YOU HAVE THE OPTION TO MUTE AND SEE WHAT YOU WANT TO SEE.  MOST OF THE SOCIAL MEDIA IS MADE BY THE GOVERNMENT TO TRACK PEOPLE AND TO KNOW THEIR VIEWS ON WHAT THEY BELIEVE ABOUT THE WORLD AND LIFE.  

WITH GAB I CAN TELL PEOPLE AND HAVE THEM SEE THAT GOD IS REAL AND TELL THEM ABOUT MY TESTIMONY OF HOW GOD HAS IMPACTED AND CHANGED MY LIFE FOR THE BETTER.  

THIS IS AN EMAIL I RECIEVED FROM THE OWNER OF GAB , ANDREW TORBA:

Gab is a First Amendment company which means we tolerate “offensive” but legal speech.

We believe that a moderation policy which adheres to the First Amendment, thereby permitting offensive content to rise to the surface, is a valuable and necessary utility to society. It allows unorthodox but correct views, such as the Wuhan Lab Origin Theory or the Hunter Biden laptop scandal-- both of which were banned on Facebook, Twitter and YouTube but permitted on Gab-- to propagate.

It allows hateful ideas, such as anti-White CRT, to be exposed and subject to scrutiny and challenge. It also allows Americans, and others around the world, to enjoy the full measure of their human right to speak freely online. Supporting the mission of freedom online means having the stomach to accept that people will say “edgy and offensive” things. When people have the freedom to discover the truth, they start to notice something about the reality of our discourse "boundaries" in the West that is unsettling.

Our broken society and culture have no problem whatsoever discussing and questioning any atrocity in world history except one.

We have no problem discussing, questioning, and praising any other world leader in history except one.

We have no problem generalizing and being critical of any group of people except one.

We have no problem discussing the castration of children, degeneracy, vulgarity, profanity, blasphemy, drugs, satanism, baby murder, and every taboo subject under the sun except one. 

I don't even have to say which "one" for you all to know exactly what and who I am talking about--and that's the problem. We all know, but we are too afraid to say it out loud. Why? This is the United States of America. This is the free and open internet. If we can talk about every other historical event, people group, religion, and taboo we should be able to talk about this. 

Frankly, I believe the time to start speaking the truth boldly and loudly is right now. Not from a place of hatred or malice, but from a place of love. We love our nations. We love our families. We love our neighbors. We want to see them all thrive. That's not happening right now in our society. The reason for that is the people in power do not fear and love the Lord. They serve satan and they serve themselves. You can either serve satan and the self or you can serve Jesus Christ. There is no middle ground. We want leaders who serve and obey Jesus Christ. Period. 

The Regime’s anti-Christ religion depends on these issues being untouchable subjects. Which is exactly why—as free people who fear only God—we can and must openly talk about them in order to destroy their sacred cows and smash their idols. If we break down their barriers on discourse we can and will remove them from power and restore order in our countries once again.

We will replace them with leaders who fear and love the Lord. It's not a matter of if, but when. Gab is the one place on the internet that allows this to happen with words and Truth. Which is exactly why the Regime has worked so hard to try and destroy our platform. That's why they have defamed us and gone after our families and friends. That's why they banned us from banks, app stores, payment processors, hosting providers, and so much more. They are the most powerful people in the world with infinite resources, but we serve the most powerful and infinite God.

We do not fear them at Gab. We fear Him.

Many Christians will message me or leave comments saying I need to remove profanity or “Nazis” from Gab or whatever they deem to be "not Christian." They ask me how I can tolerate these things on Gab as a Christian leader and the answer is simple. 

First: Gab is a free speech site. You control what you want to see, not us. You can mute entire words if you never want to see them. You can block or mute or unfollow people you do not want to see. Gab's job on the moderation side is to make sure there is no illegal content being posted according to US law such as threats of violence or child exploitation. Otherwise, 99.9% of moderation on Gab is done by the users themselves on their own profiles and in their own groups. 

Second: I want everyone to be exposed to the Gospel of Jesus Christ and the kindness, patience, and charity of Christians. Even the “Nazis.” Gab may soon be the one place online where people hear about Jesus. I have seen countless Gabbers return to Christ, get baptized, and start going to church after being inspired by other Gabbers and the Holy Spirit. Why on earth would we not want things like that to happen here? 

I was reminded of this today when a woman on Gab sent a message to my wife saying "I can tell you that since I've been on Gab my life has transformed because the platform is so encouraging and it's like a bible study with likeminded believers when I get on." We receive messages like this from Gabbers every single day. 

Gab is the home of free speech. It's where taboos, sacred cows, lies, and "untouchable" conversations go to die. It's where freedom and the Gospel of Jesus Christ which provides that freedom--can be found. 

Gab is the digital home of the parallel Christian society. They can't cancel us here. We no longer care about being canceled in their anti-Christ regime society because we are building our own--everything. Our own social media platform. Our own community. Our own payment processor. Our own news and media outlets. Our own economy. Our own entertainment. All of it build on the firm foundation of Jesus Christ--and we are only just getting started. 

Andrew Torba
CEO, Gab.com
Jesus Christ is King of kings



Friday, February 17, 2023

LIFE

 I HAVEN'T BEEN POSTING BECAUSE RIGHT NOW ZOEY IS TAKING UP ALOT OF MY TIME AND ENERGY.  I'M WORKING FULL TIME HOURS AND DON'T HAVE MUCH FREE TIME.  

ZOEY IS DECLING IN HER ABILITIES TO WALK AND EAT AND SO IT'S TAKING A TOLL ON ALL OF US.  I'M HAND FEEDING HER NOW AND SHE NEEDS HELP DRINKING WATER.  I KNOW IT'S GETTING CLOSE TO A TIME WHEN WE HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION BUT I'M LETTING GOD HELP US WITH THAT AND HE WILL LET US KNOW.  SHE'S STILL COGNITIVE ENOUGH TO LET US KNOW THAT SHE'S PEED AND OR POOPED AND NEEDS HELP.  BECAUSE OF ALL THE JOY SHE HAS GIVEN US FOR THE LAST 16 YRS, I'M WILLING TO GIVE UP MY TIME TO HELP HER AND LET HER KNOW THAT WERE HERE FOR HER.  

SHE HAS US NOT SLEEPING MUCH AS SHE IS AWAKE ALOT OF THE NIGHT AND SLEEPS DURING THE DAY.  IF SHE'S FED , SHE USUALLY SLEEPS AFTERWARDS.  I'M HOPING AND PRAYING THAT SHE GOES IN HER SLEEP AND WE DON'T HAVE TO MAKE THE DECISION, BUT AGAIN I'M RELYING ON GOD TO MAKE THAT DECISION.  

AGAIN, I SEE MY TIME WITH HER WITH EVERYTHING WEVE GONE THROUGH OVER THE LAST THREE YEARS SINCE LOSING THE 5 OTHER BABIES, AS A SIGN THAT GOD IS GETTING US READY TO LOSE HER AND HAVE TIME WITH HER UNLIKE THE ONES WE PREVIOUSLY LOST.  WE KNEW IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN, BUT NOT LIKE IT DID, LOSING ONE AFTER ANOTHER.  GOD IS IN CONTROL  


WHAT TO DO TO BE SAVED ...

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